Have you ever had one of those days where nothing goes as planned? Well today was one of those days for me. I had a piano lesson at 6:30 and it normally takes me about 20minutes to get to the lesson, and naturally because I like to be early places I factored in an extra 10minutes and left the house at 6. However the bus for the first time ever was very early and cause me to miss it. This bus normally takes 15 minutes to come, however I saw two buses leave the stop together and so knew it would probably be about 30mins before the next bus, so I waited for another bus going to a different place and got on that one knowing that I would have to change buses, but thinking that it would be enough time to reach my destination. I would have been right, if it wasn't for the fact that the 1st bus of the number I was suppose to change to was 'Not in Service', he 2nd didn't arrive, and the 3rd changed destination suddenly at the stop I was waiting. i was stood for a good 20 odd minutes at that stop consequently missing about 15minutes of my lesson. I think tcl really need to deal with the issue of 'Not in Service' buses as they were all able to be driven to the station, why can't they be used. In those 20minutes or so, I saw around 5 buses enter the station that said 'Not in Service', all different numbers and routes. TFL really need to et this sorted. I am not happy about this, I missed 15minutes of a piano lesson that I had paid for! Not amused.
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So now 2 members of MBLAQ are leaving, Sungmin's engaged and fans of 4minute died at a concert. But what I really want to talk about and get out of my system today is about 2NE1 and CL's American debut. I've never been a huge fan of 2NE1, mainly cause I felt like it was the CL show but I like their music and I do like Minzy and Dara. I feel like if YG doesn't give these 2 members more of a spotlight now cause then 2NE1 might be done for. I mean CL's impending debut in the USA will only rifts within the group and damage her self-confidence because in all honesty she's good at rapping, but not as good as may of the American rappers, and she's not prettier than them, and she's foreign. Basically what I'm trying to say is I don't think she'll make it through that market. Also with Thunder leaving MBLAQ does this mean that he could perhaps influence his sister Dara? Will Park Bom ever come back to the limelight after her scandal? And since Minzy isn't caught up in anything why aren't YG giving her the opportunity to be in dramas or variety shows or OSTs or just anything? I personally think Minzy has the most talent and is the most all rounded member and deserves more recognition. But there you go. I hope YG doesn't regret his decision. In other life news. I'm on my half-term finally whoop!!!! I get to sleep more than 6 hours a day!!!!
Another week another casualty of SM...Luhan....my ultimate bias, though I hate to use that word because to me he is so much more. I have talked about my sad past before and to be honest I don't have the happiest of presents, and whenever I felt down, alone, and scared I turned to EXO, Kpop and more specifically Luhan. He was the one person that could always put a smile on my face when I saw him on TV or watched a music video with him in. He became my light in my deepest darkness. My hope when all hope was lost, and now.....well, now he's left SM and I don't know what will happen next. I hope the rumours are true that the 4 Chinese EXO members will join forces as a new group in China, but at the moment that doesn't seem too believable. I hope he continues singing and that I will be able to continue to see him as him, but I'm scared, scared of the unknown. What will happen to me the next time I'm alone and down and he is nowhere to be found? I'm scared that I'll be lost without my light to guide me through the darkness. To many of you this may seem pathetic and like an overemotional tween, but to me this is mrs than that; as with all honesty without EXO and Luhan I would probably have died, they saved my life. So thank you Luhan, and thank you EXO. Thank you and I wish you all the best...
I would like to start by apologising if I am incoherent today; the life of a teenager (sleep deprived). I can't believe Jessica got kicked out, or left depending on who you believe. SNSD missing a member is just not right, but I also think it will be more beneficial for her to not be part of SNSD. Most of my problems have been soled now, well except the sleep deprivation. Apparently when I'm sleep deprived I lose things, a lot of things, 3 things in one week. I should go get some sleep...
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Lollikpop21 year old, 11 years since I stopped being clinically depressed, 9 since diagnosis. |