I'm sorry about that.
I'm currently a first year student at Imperial College London. I failed my Cambridge interview... but it's probably for the better. I'm happy here. I think. Life keeps moving whether regardless. I'm doing well, the days seem to pass by slowly and yet too fast at the same time, weird isn't it?
I'm glad to report that I haven't had a breakdown in a while, though I do get incredibly lonely and bored.
Have you ever gotten to the point where you know you're bothering your friends too much but there isn't anyone else to turn to? When you know they have mountains of work and yet you have none. That's me, all the time. I've turned attention elsewhere trying to distract myself with dramas, developing an interest in poker and just generally trying to waste time in my life.
I'm restarting this blog, I think, just to report about my life so I have a momento of it here, however I hope that it won't be as depressing or dark as it was. This blog is just going to turn into my inner random thoughts about stuff, a way to keep myself occupied to prevent from spiralling. Things have changed now, I've changed, 1 year is a long time to have disappeared, but I'm back and that's what counts.