It turns out nothing brings back self-hatred quite as much as being in dorms. I really dislike living with the people I currently do. 7 of us currently share 2 toilets, 2 showers, and a kitchen. Not too bad you would think, but no, the reality is quite bad. Constant noise, REALLY messy kitchens and half-flooded bathrooms occur on a daily basis. The stress increases as does the realisation that you are noway near the end of revising but the exam is in 1 week. So yes, I've been back at dorms for 1 day, and I already hate it again. It's not so much that I miss home, it's just that I don't like it here, and it's only going to get worse when uni properly starts. 1 more term for this year is what I have to keep telling myself to keep me sane, 1 more term. I've got to get back to revising now.
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September 2019
Lollikpop21 year old, 11 years since I stopped being clinically depressed, 9 since diagnosis. |