The only issue is when I'm not in our lab. I spend part of my project on a different floor, in someone else's lab, and it freaks me out. I don't know where anything is, and I don't really know the people. Being left alone in that environment is really scary. Today I got told off for using another group's equipment...I'm just confused. It's only my 2nd time in that lab, first without my supervisor there, and the postgrads from this other group are scary. In particular 1 guy, Kevin, has no emotions when he speaks, is constantly stoic and seems to just hate me, so that's great.... Life could definitely be better, but I'm getting through it.
I feel like I start every other post now-a-days with the words, it's been a while, but in this case it really has. Uni's been rough, but for the most part enjoyable. I'm in my final year now, doing my masters project, and actually really enjoying it, my group is really nice, and I'm feeling a lot less awkward now.
The only issue is when I'm not in our lab. I spend part of my project on a different floor, in someone else's lab, and it freaks me out. I don't know where anything is, and I don't really know the people. Being left alone in that environment is really scary. Today I got told off for using another group's equipment...I'm just confused. It's only my 2nd time in that lab, first without my supervisor there, and the postgrads from this other group are scary. In particular 1 guy, Kevin, has no emotions when he speaks, is constantly stoic and seems to just hate me, so that's great.... Life could definitely be better, but I'm getting through it.
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September 2019
Lollikpop21 year old, 11 years since I stopped being clinically depressed, 9 since diagnosis. |