I know this is a period of time when you feel most lonely when everyone else is happy and together, but just remember somewhere, maybe even right next to you, there is someone waiting to say I'm sorry, or thank for helping me, who cares for you more than you could every realise. So don't give up and try not to feel alone, cause you matter and someone cares. Noone should have to go through the sadness and loneliness that someone us have gone through, and so I urge you to make a difference in someone else's life, prevent someone else from sinking down.
I have come to realise that although this blog started out as a way for me just to share a variety of thing with people I don't know, whether that be Kpop, or my life, this blog has become so much more to me. It's become a way for me to tell my story to all of you and keep a record of every hard moment and every lonely depressed moment, in the hopes that one day this will help at least one of you to realise that you aren't alone and there is hope and way to pull yourself out.
I hope that by sharing my story and my ups and downs you'll realise that the road to recovery isn't easy, but it is possible and that I care for each and every one of you, and it pains me to know that there are other people in the world still going through and falling into the feelings and pit that I once fell into. And I want to be able to help each and everyone realise that I care,that someone does care, not some psychotherapist who's paid to care, but someone who's been through it and hurt so much from it and they don't want ANYONE else to hurt as much. So just remember each and every one of you who feels alone this Christmas, I care, and I'm not the only one.