I've given up a lot, I'm also alone a lot, but is anyone to blame? Am I supposed to feel annoyed? I do, but not enough to be called fully annoyed, I just feel empty, let down, disappointed but logically I know that this may be right, cause I am the most free, have the least work and deadlines, I'm free... It's weird.
What is the correct way to act when someone changes plans repeatedly, or maybe multiple people. How are you supposed to act when you abandon plans to do something in favour of spending time with friends only for them to cancel on you? Or how about if you're constantly adapting to other peoples schedules and you don't feel like anyone takes into account yours. The fact is that currently I have a lot of free time. My course isn't too stressful at the moment, in fact it's quite chill, but does that give my friends the right to just disregard our plans because we can always replan it? Oh, they didn't manage to get their work done, or pulled an all nighter and slept through our meeting time. I'm starting to question whether these are valid excuses...
I've given up a lot, I'm also alone a lot, but is anyone to blame? Am I supposed to feel annoyed? I do, but not enough to be called fully annoyed, I just feel empty, let down, disappointed but logically I know that this may be right, cause I am the most free, have the least work and deadlines, I'm free... It's weird.
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Lollikpop21 year old, 11 years since I stopped being clinically depressed, 9 since diagnosis. |