Update after last week: Things have been improving this week, or at least there were improving until the teachers I thought I could trust blabbed. My biology teacher my form tutor about the incident and me crying, and so I consequently wen through a meeting with him. He then got worried and told the head of the Sixth Form. I also had another crying bout because the school counsellor wasn't in school when I expected her to be...so I went to the head of Upper School who looked after me for 3 years, and somehow the Head of Sixth Form also found out about that...I have a feeling from the same form tutor who told her about the other meeting. Consequently at around 3:30 the head of Sixth Form enters my lesson to come and talk to me. So I stay after school explaining everything to her, only for her to tell me she's gonna call up my parents and make me go to the GP (again). This was one of the worse case scenarios for me. I can't believe she would make me do that, this was the first time I'd met her. She barely knows anything about me. I need support not for people to dictate my life. I am not that vulnerable. I am not. I hope all of you out there who have had similar feelings to that in my last post are able to escape here, and know that I understand something like what your going through. I don't understand fully cause we are in different situations, but know that I can relate to you and I hope you guys can do the same to me.
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September 2019
Lollikpop21 year old, 11 years since I stopped being clinically depressed, 9 since diagnosis. |