Sorry I haven't updated. I was abroad on holiday with no internet. Today I wanted to get something off my chest. Have any of you ever have a friend or been a friend of convenience? That is to say that that friend will only agree to go out or come over or hang out with you when it suits/benefits them. I've come to realise that a friend that I once thought of a really close is beginning to use me in this way. She's been rejecting all of my offers to hang out, preferring to hang out with her other friends while telling me she's jet lagged or too sleepy or will get back to me when she feels better. I mean she gives me all these excuses when I can see her hanging out with other friends on Facebook. However on Sunday the London Korean Festival coming up on Sunday, and her cousin, who happens to be in London being a fan of kpop ( cousin whom I have never met), she has asked to come with me with her cousin. This of course suits her as I guess I know the area better and also now the topic better than her. However when (tonight) I asked to meet up before the festival to meet her cousin before the day (before being in a crowd with hundreds of people), she declined saying her cousin can't be bothered and that she has other plans everyday, all day until Sunday. This was after she had agreed to a meet up before I went abroad. I'm not sure how to approach friends like this and whether I want to be friends with these type of people at all. This has really put me in a bad mood tonight. I was in good spirits before this though. As an avid sports fan I've been keeping up with the Aquatics World Championships. China, I'm proud to say aced the diving winning 10/13 events, and tonight was a fantastic night in the swimming. I was and still am very excited about Ning ZeTao's win in the 100m freestyle. He is just too perfect, perfect looks, perfect height, perfect determination and discipline, and he seem kind and nice too. He is seriously like the ideal man. In case you haven't realised already when it comes to sports I support China and not the UK or GB, I don't know why, but it's just always been like that.
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Lollikpop21 year old, 11 years since I stopped being clinically depressed, 9 since diagnosis. |