I finally managed to register on the new EXO fan base EXO-L! SM needs to pull themselves together: I mean it all started withe the SNSD dating scandals and then the Kris scandal, Baekyeon's scandal, Sulli's scandals, and lastly the Red Velvet scandals. I wish them luck but I honestly think that something needs to change within that company. . On a separate note, my friends in Scotland have just gotten their Nat 5 (National 5) results and they seemed quite happy with them, though knowing their results I don't really know why. I guess I have just been brought up with the Chinese way of thinking and expectations, because I know that if I got those results I would be upset. Of course this just makes me more nervous for my GCSE results which come out on the 21st. I so scared that I won't meet mine and my parents' expectations; as as any Chinese/Asian child will tell you the worst thing that could happen is disappointing your parents. What if I get a C in one subject? What if I get worse than a C? What if I get an A in Maths (my strongest subject? I'm scared but am putting on a brave front. I act confident in order to try and feel confident but what if I become an embarrassment? What will I do? These are the questions that have been plaguing me since the end of exams, and with results day fast approaching I'm wondering, how do I prepare for the fall? I guess I'll just have to wait it out
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Lollikpop21 year old, 11 years since I stopped being clinically depressed, 9 since diagnosis. |