I feel tingles in my arms, in my chest, all over me, but they don't feel good, they feel like an itch I can't scratch, like the tingling in your nose before you cry, or when you get water up your nose. The tingles have a sting to them.
It has been a while my old friend. I'm so lonely. The ache in my chest is back. I just wanna curl up in a ball and cry it out, but I know that won't do much. I just want to talk to someone, or feel something other than this loneliness and ache in my chest. Just something. Anything. I think I'm realizing why some people self-harm...some do it cause they think they deserve it, some find it a sort of release or to feel a greater pain than that they are feeling emotionally, and I think some must also do it just to try and feel something.
I feel tingles in my arms, in my chest, all over me, but they don't feel good, they feel like an itch I can't scratch, like the tingling in your nose before you cry, or when you get water up your nose. The tingles have a sting to them.
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September 2019
Lollikpop21 year old, 11 years since I stopped being clinically depressed, 9 since diagnosis. |